What I find beautiful are highly pure emotions and events.
Pure emotions can be found, for example, in the moment when you are with your loved one and you forget everything and laugh together.
or in the sadness of parting with someone you love.
Emotions are driven by the relationship between others and me.
When I fake my emotions, push them away, or lie to myself, I feel that I am becoming cloudy.
I will not be able to feel pure emotions. I feel like I’m becoming the adult I never wanted to be.
I want to be an adult with only my mind as a child.